friends stopped by earlier on their bikes. =]]

perfect weather for a bike ride, but i have no bike.

i need to get one :D

finding some awesome music aswell. :DD

 

talking to some cool new people.

well my hopes aren't going to come true

tomorrow, but hey!! we can always dream. :p

 

my water pillow leaked last night. xDD

got everywhere, and it was such a late reaction..

cause my butt got really wet and i guess i just

didn't notice my jeans getting soaked LOOL!

 

 

and it seems i've found the one thing that effects me

.(and not much ever really gets to me.)

That is getting called "bro" by a girl who i was just involved

with a few weeks ago. xDD

like yeah we got super close.., but hey now you're my BRO!

and you'll always just be my bro!

"i can't wait to hang out with all my bro's tomorrow" >.<

yeah so idk !!  for me i'll just forget about it lol, but hey!

thanks for calling me your bro, when you've shared things

with me, emotionally and physically that you could never replace

with anyone else :) (that it'd be sooo easy for you to do)

lol xD to everyone who is going through a rough patch in their life right now.

hold your head high, everything will get better. =]

 

hope everyone is having a good weekend. =]]

xo.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

heard this on last.fm.
loved the sound =]

on a completely different note, to random people i know.

to anonymous - i miss you, i wish you were here, and that it was a little different.

to anonymous - i\'m not doing this anymore.

to anonymous - I\'ll see you Sunday, i hope you\'re as excited as I am. i miss you.

to anonymous - I wish you\'d leave the guy you\'re with, to go back to the perfect guy you

left him for. You know you should, cause you miss him more than anything, he makes you feel

like no other guy can. He misses you more than you know.

to anonymous - you both need to change your outlook/attitude or it\'ll get ruined.

to anonymous - If you ever think about hurting her again, i will for the first time actually

come to your house and straighten you out. You\'re the last person she needs in her life,..

and you let it happen. I don\'t hate you but you need to watch what you do.

I\'m not gonna let her get hurt again, and by YOU of all people. =]

to anonymous - we can get through this..we have too. It\'ll help both of us more than we know.

i hope you stick with me through this.

to anonymous - i hope we get to make those videos we always wanted :D before you head off

to college in a few months. i\'ll miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

to anonymous - I\'m sorry i haven\'t seen you in over a year, it\'s been a weird one. Hopefully see

you soon.

to  anonymous - i wish you knew how much you mean to me, wish you knew the things i can\'t

tell you.

to anonymous - i wish we talked more often, and i don\'t know what or where you are right now,..

i miss you. Our birthday is coming up and we\'ll be 21. i\'ll eat a chocolate chip banana nut muffin, i\'ll send

half to you =]

maybe we\'ll meet up soon(ish) :)

just random people and what i either have or haven\'t told them.

i probably left people out that i wish i could tell something too :P
not really.. oh i wish i could tell them, but can\'t..

just things i\'m thinking about =]]

hope everyone is having a great day.

xo. =]

 

I've never seen such beauty,..

that it brought me to tears.

 

=]

 

 

 

 

 

 

SO DON\"T TELL ME THAT YOU\'RE LEAVING!
Cause i WON\'T know WhattT to sayy!!!
When I\'m Goingg ahead with myy planns!!
YES!, I\'m going ahead with myyYy plans.
Do you reaLIZE that you have just
KISSED!, KISSED, Kissed!
..It all AwaYYyYY?

 

...days turned into years.

(someone show me it\'s still worth it, cause i\'ll show them a life

of adventure, a life of love, of laughter, a life to never forget)

 

^-^ i sound so intense sometimes.

i hope everyone is having a great day =]

 

 

..i wish i could hold your hand.

 

 

!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

just confirms it.

my passion hopefully excedes my weakness.

my weakness plays out of my passion.

 

 

 

the storm looks so beautiful today :)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

hope everyone is having a great day =]

didn't go to the show after all, just felt really bad and ..other reasons lol

watching storm watchers right now, kinda just out of it.

wide awake, and thinking way to much. ^-^

i really got to get out of this place and never look back.

 

chasing tornadoes sounds fun :)

lol

 

hope everyone is having a great day :D

 

probably going to a show at the basement in tennessee.. tonight =]

to support my friends gf and her friend to go to ecuador.

still trying to my hardest on certain things.

 

might mess around on FL for a few hours, contact some people

about the show in a few hours.

maybe watch more stormchasers.

take a walk.

think about everything i've been thinking about and more.

 

honestly..it's like..

 

you just let the most dangerous, (wild) out of control monster out of its cage.

i'm gonna eat it up,..

hold onto every bit of the emotion coursing through my veins..

the freedom is going to taste so sweet!

 

going random. =]

something new.

to all the beautiful moments that last a lifetime

in a second.
i found beauty in those moments..

beauty that can't ever be repeated..

beautiful, raw, unimaginable passion

standing in front of me..

 

that i cherish,..that i drown myself in..

only wishing i could have them again.

 

 

 

 

 

atleast i can say i let it surround me, that i let it

in,

..let myself breath it's beauty.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

..and this is for all those moments that won't happen anymore..

because we're scared to embrace the beautiful, the perfect,..

because we let the past interupt us, ..and now..

..,now..i'm just trying to come up with a way to say

how all of this is not how it's meant to be.

that somehow i'd kill to be in an alternate reality where

those beautiful moments will still breath..

 

 

 

 

and this is just another(?) blog to write words to maybe(?) make me feel

just a little better about something(?) lol (but not sad words) :P

 

 

 

hope everyone is having a great day :DD

home from a fun weekend with friends in Atlanta.

turning sick ^-^

hope to get a chance to go to the park with someone this week :)

show on saturday

and i can't stop thinking! xDDD

 

was definitely in Glow in the Dark studios all weekend,

same studio where Underoath and casting crowns and few other

bands have recorded their albums :DDD

 

 

;alkdfj;lkajf i'm gonna go sleep for 4 days straight :P

xo.