I hate it to lose contact to persons that you really like(d)!

 

Last year I lost three very good friends of mine and sometimes I'm very sad of that...But there's an adage sayin 'Don't worry about the people in your past - there's a reason they didn't make it to your future' and I believe it is kind of destiny. And in my opinion you have to get your own experience and that means you have to separate some things and people even if it hurts.

The first friend I lost was my best friend (female). While our friendship we did very crazy things and I made much experiences (bad ones, too) and we had fun times, too, but at one point she 'escalatet'...Because she always wanted to have more and more so the frienship broked.

The second one was my best friend, too, but male. It was because he was in love with me but I didn't return this feelings and as everyone says the friendship between boy and girl didn't work :/ He is the one I miss most because we had very much fun together!

The third one was a very good nearly best friend of mine (female). It broked because she was a girl with some very weird representations of a friendship: She always wanted to be complimented by everyone (but let's face - there was nothing) and she always collapsed when you said one wrong word even if it was fun.

 

But at least I'm happy and may there was some kind of destiny that wanted me to make those experiences! And now I have the best friends you could imagine. And the best boyfriend but that's another story :)

 

Thanks for reading hope you enjoy :)

Maybe you wonder why I'm posting something about my guitar but it's I think one of the most important thing I can talk about.

 

I startet playing the guitar around 4 years ago. My das is an musican and so I was confronted with instruments (especially guitars) and music since the date of my birth. By playing secretly I broke a guitar of him (sorry dad) and then he gave me my first own guitar (an Aria)! From this day on I started to learn it by my own.

 

The song "If I had a hammer" is tagged, because that was the first song I learned. The second one was already written by me and I called it "I love you". I haven't sang this one for a long time but last week I found the lyrics and corrected the gramatical mistakes and made other chords so I can play it now again.

 

I have few songs that are written by me but most time I play and sing just songs I like - it doesn't matter if german or english - ( Jar of hearts, Rolling in the deep, Rape me...). What I'm playing is not what I hear because metal isn't very easy to sing for a girl. But from some songs I make finger style ( Enter sandman, master of puppets...).

 

That's it! xoxo

 

Maybe you wonder why I'm posting something about my guitar but it's I think one of the most important thing I can talk about.

 

I startet playing the guitar around 4 years ago. My das is an musican and so I was confronted with instruments (especially guitars) and music since the date of my birth. By playing secretly I broke a guitar of him (sorry dad) and then he gave me my first own guitar (an Aria)! From this day on I started to learn it by my own.

 

The song "If I had a hammer" is tagged, because that was the first song I learned. The second one was already written by me and I called it "I love you". I haven't sang this one for a long time but last week I found the lyrics and corrected the gramatical mistakes and made other chords so I can play it now again.

 

I have few songs that are written by me but most time I play and sing just songs I like - it doesn't matter if german or english - ( Jar of hearts, Rolling in the deep, Rape me...). What I'm playing is not what I hear because metal isn't very easy to sing for a girl. But from some songs I make finger style ( Enter sandman, master of puppets...).

 

That's it! xoxo