you give me the smile on my face

you give me the hope that i feel

you give me the strength to make it through

you give me the confidence to believe

you give me the pleasure of being me

you give me the boost to move me on

you give me a taste of reality 

you give me a slap back down to earth

you tell me enough is enough

you make me be me for other people to see

you open doors for me

and make pastures new

 

thanks for your support guys!

please wait

while i think

i chose 

i lose 

i fall

into turmoil

while i decipher life's code

while i try to understand life's language

 

please wait 

while try to make up my mind

as i cry

dye

suffer

in remorse

 

please wait

with me buy my side

be the one that i can trust

be your self

be my friend

be honest

don't tell lies

don't hide things from me

don't have hidden agenders

 

please wait

for me

 

and i will see you

 

please wait

till i know if im all there

ready to take my next step down

the road of life 

waiting to discover

the next step

that i will take

 

you know somethings wrong

you walk right in tension central

you say something to test the water

you see those cold stairs staring back at you

you know its worse the you thought

you saw it coming but you’d hoped it stayed away

you heart rushes with emotion

your emotions take control

your gates been unlocked

 

bang you stab your knife in

you play your hand of cards

your completely honest this time

you wish you could take it back

you wish you didnt have to see her crawl with hurt

you feel like crud inside

you heart races even faster

you feel a little dizzy

 

you run away and hide

trying to escape from the world around you

you sit and cry your self silly

you try to come to terms with what just happened

you shake uncontrollably 

you pull your self together

 

you take your self out side

then the smallest thing sets you off

your emotions are like an automatic door

open shut all day long

but slowly over time you come to terms with these things

and realize life’s gonna be ok

and life is gonna be just right

how can you not tread on any ones tows, without hurting some one.

how can you comfort someone whose life, is more complicated than yours.

how can you tell someone a lie because the truth would hurt them

how can you make amends when you’ve done nothing wrong

how can you tell that someones up set when you cant see any emotion behind there words

how can you judge there responses to your actions

how can you tell if they actually like you when you cant see there body language

how can you tell if there telling the truth 

how can you decide whats wrong and write and if it’s real

It comes down to just one thing

Trust

We are more than you make out,

because life’s always looking for imperfections in us,

but the truth is always finding it’s way out,

wether it be through you or me,

thats the way it will always seem,

 

 

because other people are looking to make fool’s of us,

struggling to cover up there imperfections from us,

putting us down at the nearest opportunity,

damaging are self confidence,

doing no end of harm to us,

 

when actually we are more than you make out,

what would ever happen if we could make it out,

dissevering are pitfall's and are positives,

exploring opportunity’s that present them selfs,

 

but never are we allowed to do this!!!!,

because of all are shortfall’s in experience,

you always find ways to put us down 

 

 

cos,

that the way has to be!

until some one see the light that shines in us

pulling us out of are misery

putting us in are right place of being

correcting all those other people’s hate

 

making you and i believe what is right

because you are always more than you make out

more beautiful, intelligent than other people see,

grateful and thank full than what your supposed to be.

 

 

We are more than you make out,  

We are more than you make out,

We are more than you make out,

We are more than you make out,

We are more than you make out,

We are more than you make out,

We are more than you make out,

There’ a girl up north that he’s never met,

Once upon a time they might of met,

But unfortunately they passed right by,

They occasionally talk on the net,

 

But when her statuses pop up on his screen,

He thinks what might of been,

With this beautiful girl he has seen,

What troubles him even more,

Is when he see’s she’s getting hurt,

We know it’s ridiculous cos they’ve never met,

 

But try to tell him that,

And he’d tell you all that,

You're hart’s directions can never,

Be chosen and when it see’s some one,

with the remotest chance of being your’s,

it will latch on for more,

no mater what the head thinks,

 

Be he knows he can love someone,

Cos he’s got an empty space,

In his heart,

To share his life and experiences,

With that special person,

 

But who knows who that might be,

Never crossing some one out

Because there’ a girl up north that he’s never met,

Once upon a time they might of met,

But unfortunately they passed right by,

They occasionally talk on the net,

 

But that’s all it may be

i was taken aback 

surprised and confused

that i was liked

some where in this world

by such a beautiful being

 

i spent so long in the dark depths of subdiffusion

i was ready to explode to end it all

i begin to think i meant noting to anyone

after all my attempts of getting some to feel for me

it was looking like i was last in the pack

and i’d never get any one feeling for me at all

 

then completely out of the blue

at 6am i got told that i was liked

i jumped around like crazy

it lifted me from this place

that i’ve been for far too long

 

even though i could never meet her

it gave me hope

made me feel good inside

it stopped me falling of the cliff inside me,

it gave me hope to keep on trying

 

im completely on top of the world

i thank her for that

for give me hope

and letting me carry on

 

i was taken aback 

surprised and confused

that i was liked

some where in this world

by such a beautiful being

a beautiful being

a beautiful being

a beautiful being

so this is the end

We new each other,

buy only walking past,

carrying emotions of a long forgotten past,

twisting and turning are minds are racing,

just like when we were, walking past,

 

those long forgotten dream’s of something,

suddenly pass,

we were given something to hope for and at last,

we may just meet,

we think of the future, finally again,

 

but no one can predict the future,

or tomorrow's occurrences,

cos,

we were destined,

never to meet,

held up by are future,

held up by are past,

the world keeps on going,

but we may never meet,

 

we both end up,

are separate ways,

caring on for the future,

but that the way life,

keep’s on flowing,

 

because we once new each other,

buy only walking past,

carrying emotions of a long forgotten past,

twisting and turning are minds are racing,

just like when we were, walking past......

 

ill tell stories about a far away land

wheres theres a few people chat

and a few people rome

but ill tell you about people

who i’ve never even met

theres an attraction to pastures new

letting you shred all those past reputations

meeting people from all over the world

who are the beautiful and the ugly

the nice and the bad

but theres one in particular

who keeps me hear

 

 

there are a few that drive me crazy

there are a few which i have to put up with

there are a few which i think are nuts

 

but theres one in particular

who makes me laugh 

 

there are a few which are into reenactments

there are those who think there buff

there are those who are all shy and quiet

there are those who are loud

 

but theres one in particular

who makes me jump for joy

i found that when i take a breath

i wonder how i survive

i take mindless steps that keep on passing me by

i have thoughts that swirl endlessly in my mind

i look at my self and find im not all there

i keep my feelings under control

i maintain a positive outlook

 

but with all this pent up emotion

how long do you think i will last

will i become a victim of my own emotional out blasts

i hate being cut off from my survival mechanism

i swear i will come off the rails of this roller coaster of a life

i’ll crash an burn till i am no more

or i’ll come out a better man

when they say it will be hard don’t ignore them

cos i hate these new low’s

it would be easy to give up

and throw it all away

but i did not work this hard

to give my dreams up

i will stand by my friends sides

no matter how much it hurts me to see them cry

cos all we need is happiness

to make it through life

but there will be times when you doubt your self

and every thing you believe in

but just remember theres a light at the end of the day

because we are worth so much more than we could ever believe

cos all i want is you by my side